Please don’t be sad Ellie. You have been through so much over the last few years, it’s unsurprising that you need to recover from it all. It’s exactly because you achieved so much in the past that you can be absolutely sure you can do it again in the future. Consider getting your teeth into something – however minor, to get you on a more positive track. A part time job perhaps, adult education, a book club, an energetic lover with a rock hard six pack? Oh poo! Just spilt my homemade skinny latte over my keybo4cd, th3 first of 2 essential cups that I have every morning… what will hoppe^ to m! c+))9mputer no@ I wonde$^??